Mesothelioma tears- for those of us who have lost a loved one

I started this group because i often feel either- down , upset or just plain angry and I dont want to post on the other mesothelioma pages as i dont want to upset those who are still battling with me talking about loss... it just dosent feel fair. I also wanted to be able to talk to others who had lost a loved one- either mum, dad, husband, wife or any other relative or friend.